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From Misha Collins, actor, longtime poet, and activist, whose massive online following calls itself his “Army For Good," comes his debut poetry collection, Some Things I Still Can't Tell You. Trademark wit and subtle vulnerability converge in each poem; this book is both a celebration of and aspiration for a life well lived.

This book is a compilation of small observations and musings. It's filled with moments of reflection and a love letter to simple joys: passing a simple blade of grass on the sidewalk, the freedom of peeing outdoors late at night, or the way a hand-built ceramic mug feels when it's full of warm tea on a chilly morning. It's a catalog and a compendium that examines the complicated experience of being all too human and interacting with a complex, confounding, breathtaking world … and a reminder to stop and be awake and alive in yourself.
    Genres Poetry Nonfiction Audiobook Adult Romance Contemporary Supernatural

144 pages, Paperback

First published October 12, 2021

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September 29, 2021
First, a massive thank you to NetGalley and Andrews McMeel for the arc in exchange for my honest review.

I, admittedly, am not an avid poetry reader. I enjoy the ones I have read, but I don't tend to go seeking it out. I knew this collection, from pretty much the moment it was announced, was going to be an exception.

Collins divides his collection of poems into six sections, spanning a wide variety of topics that all feel so deeply personal and honest I often felt like I was intruding on conversations and thoughts I had no right to bear witness to. The first section, titled 'love poems' is the section that will stick with me the longest. 'The Center' in particular put such a lump in my throat and an ache in my chest I had to set my phone down to process.

Collins also writes about several of his "people" and those poems are some of my favorites in the collection. Particularly the one entitled 'Marder' near the end of the book. Its theme is admittedly a bit dark, but I adore it.

The other sections are equally lovely and soul-baring. Collins doesn't hide anything from the reader, again making you feel like a voyeur trespassing in his private thoughts. There are happy poems, incredibly heartwarming poems, poems that made my heart ache for him, poems that made me laugh out loud, and poems about feeling so sad for reasons you don't understand that you just curl up in a ball and cry. Collins really wrote about such a wide variety of situations and emotions that I feel like everyone will be able to gain something from this collection.

Poetry reader or not, definitely pick this collection up if you want to break your own heart a little and put it back together a bit more tender than it was before.
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August 13, 2021
I’ve always found poetry pretentious. There are so many ways to manipulate and finagle the prose, the very nature of the medium almost begs you to do so, and yet it’s all felt bland. Similar. Like if you’ve read one, you’ve read them all.

Misha Collins’ collection is, to say the least, not that.

Admittedly, I’m a longtime fan of Misha. I’ve gone to fan conventions to meet him, GISH’ed more times in the last decade than I haven’t (and boy, isn’t that a strange thought), and supported him from my little anonymous corner of the internet. When I heard he was publishing a book of poems, I was thrilled! This man is one of the most intelligent and well-lived human beings I’ve ever stumbled across and the concept of picking his brain was thrilling, even if it was just the corners he allowed the light to touch.

After reading his collection, I can safely say there wasn’t a crevice of his soul left in the dark. More times than I can count, I sat stunned that anyone would allow the public such open access to his thoughts and feelings. It was like he opened floodgates and poured every ounce of himself onto paper, then handed it to the public. I laughed, I cried, I was in danger of crashing my car because I couldn’t stop thinking about his words.

Each poem is its own and yet they all tie together beautifully, both in and out of their “sections”. I cannot wait to hold a physical copy (or two) in my hands to run over with a fine-tooth comb and discover each layer he hid in ink whorls. Whether you’re an avid consumer of poetry or tend to steer clear like me, this collection is beautiful and worth the read.
August 13, 2021
October 21, 2021
So anyway.

The drama surrounding this book, JEEZ u know. It's fine. In some ways, if I hadn't been privy to the drama, the "oh my god did u see that misha and his wife separated two months before the book is released, leaked in the acknowledgements, i probably would have been like: yeah, this is fine. But now, I'm conflicted.

Because on the one hand -- based on MC's social media behavior over the last year, it really does feel like he's monetizing his divorce. On the other hand, this is a really solid book of poems. As with all poetry books there are some that stick out as much better than others and some which are just not very good at all. The ones that are good -- precise, evocative imagery, suggestive and careful in tone and feeling -- are often undercut by a certain amount of insecurity in his own work, with a final line that insists on the point he's making, instead of letting us, me, the reader of his work, actually spend some time with the poem and puzzle it out, which is part of the fun of poetry. And yet, the poem is still good.

Part of me really wants to either HATE or LOVE this book, to be able to mock it (my top two pastimes are getting enraged about poetry and enraged about supernatural drama, so this is like, the perfect opportunity to combine these hobbies), but I don't feel that way. I just LIKE it. The poems that are presumably about his ex-wife are filled with a deep, human amount of sadness and the poems about his kids are legitimately touching. Whatever my misgivings about Misha as a person are, he's like, actually fully human here and also a half way decent poet.
December 8, 2021
I don’t consider myself much of a poetry person, but let’s be real: I bought this because Misha Collins wrote it, and he’ll always have my heart after Supernatural. Fortunately, these poems are perfectly accessible to non-poetry people. They’re deceptively simple in style without the random, stacked spacing that drives me nuts about a lot of modern poetry. The content runs through a number of topics, from love and running to parents and parenting. As strange as it’s going to sound coming from me, I enjoyed the love poems the most (“The Kiss,” “Leg Wrestlers,” “The Mother of Learning,” “June Second”). There’s something so soft about a thirty-year romance with the same person, growing together all that time and knowing each other’s shadows and contours. Knowing that he’d since separated with his wife brought me to tears a couple times, while other poems had me laughing out loud, so I got the full emotional spectrum from this. (Look at me, feeling my feelings like a real girl.)

Collins notes that he often writes his poems over breakfast, and they read like that: little asides and observations and contemplations about the world, something you would read or write over morning coffee. What I love most about this collection is how very, simply human it is. He has a gift for noticing the small, beautiful (or sad) things in life that often get overlooked. If you’ve ever noticed flowers blooming and somehow felt reassured by it, if you’ve ever had an encounter with a stranger who said something offhand that ended up feeling profound, if you’ve ever lain in bed crying without knowing why, then you’ll find something in this collection that feels like yourself. Aside from the love poems, a couple of my favorites were "These Days" and “Men In Woods.” It’s quietly heartfelt and a gentle reminder that life is as lovely as it is sad or difficult or frustrating, if only we remember to look for those moments of grace. Thank you for sharing something so personal with us. 💛

I review regularly at brightbeautifulthings.tumblr.com.
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June 26, 2023
I finished Misha's poetry collection: Some Things I Still Can't Tell You. And it was insightful and personal, sometimes to a very private degree. But I actually enjoyed the deep dive into Misha and his struggles, because it gave me a really intimate look into his psyche. It's beautiful how much trust went into publishing these particular poems. Poetry is always personal (art typically is). I find Misha as a person to be insanely interesting and at times, hard to read. He's adventurous and hates monotony, but is also fascinated in the quiet mundane pleasures that life has to offer.
He's just one of the most uniquely gorgeous people that I've loved getting to know, (in a parasocial way of course.)
Misha apparently wrote one of the poems from Cas's perspective, but I can't for the life of me figure out which one it is, and Misha hasn't stated which one it was publicly. So I'm left to speculate which poem it could possibly be.

However, I have a few guesses:

Downpour.
Men in Woods.
In Passing.


And I thought it could be The Empty, based on the title. But surprisingly, The Empty seemed too distinct a memory, to be about Cas to me.

Men in Woods seemed too personal and descriptive, and could very well be a Supernatural poem, but I personally think it's about something/someone else.

In Passing seems like a real epiphany Misha's experienced.

My instincts are telling me that it's most likely: Downpour.
The poem reads as follows:

Downpour.

"Time flies" an old friend told me today.
But maybe time slips through god's fingers,
Runs down his arms and legs,
And pools on the ground at his feet,
Each moment evaporating,
Condensing and falling back
To us as rain
And the whole time, we think things like,
"Poor me,"
When instead
We could turn our bodies outdoors,
Feel the warm rain on our skin,
And watch the skies
Open for all of us.




(In retrospect, it could very well be "Men in Woods."
"He's going to burn me a copy". Like, how Dean made a mixtape for Cas in the show? Eh? 👀
I guess I'd initially thought it could've also been about Misha's childhood friend, Darius. Or the roommate he had in college...
But most likely considering the title is "Men in Woods" and we all know Cas and Dean to be featured in woods prominently throughout the show, namely during their time in Purgatory, AND The Mixtape, seems like a dead giveaway now. 🤦 *Facepalm*
But again, that's merely speculation.)
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